I understand. This whole thing is a mistake, but I need not rectify it. There is no need to place my affairs in order. Every problem is destroyed instanteously at the moment of expiration. To give life up while it still retains some sweetness and flavor is the only correct choice. Giving up the only thing I have that has any value. I fear the damage in-between but not the end. Not a departure but a conclusion. You will all....join me.